Nothing lasts for long.

Relationships.

They are weird.

Complicated.

Stressful.

Draining.

Amazing.

Weird.

It's weird how men and women are so different from one another. We pretty much are completely different. Usually have different interests, emotions, views, etc. Yet, when we get into a couple we match so well. Well sometimes. Sometimes those differences show and it can turn into an awful mess. When things are good, they are usually really good. When things are bad, they're horrible.

Every single couple I know have broken up or are breaking up at this moment. Things can just go so wrong in an instant. One day you're great and the next you're screaming things are each other you'd never thought you would say. I have a hard time understanding relationships. I knew exactly what I wanted to say about this topic but it's just so weird to me, I can't type it out.

All I know is that sometimes in my relationship I go through phases where I stop and I evaluate what my relationship means to me. I rate it, in away. I evaluate my happiness. Why be with someone if you're not completely happy? Sure the thought of breaking up is scary and being alone is not a nice thought but wouldn't you rather be alone then be with someone and not be happy? I'm happy in mine, but that's because I make myself happy before my SO makes me happy. I can't always depend on someone to make me happy. I think that's the first step. If you're not happy with who you are, in your life, situations, job, etc. You wont be happy in the relationship either. Just my opinion though.


.... I don't know where I'm going with this.